Guilty

Today I have no kids. I had a dentist appointment this morning so I dropped my kids off with my dad. I am working tomorrow and in an effort to save gas they are going to stay the night with my parents and I will pick them up tomorrow evening. My friend Cammi was going to be gone this afternoon and offered her pool to me. I laid by the pool and read a book for about hour. It was a much needed break. I don’t leave my kids very often. So why then do I feel guilty when I do? I should be cleaning and getting things done that I can’t seem to accomplish with them here. But I find myself wandering around wondering what I should be doing. What will I do when all three are in school?